When I woke up that day in the morning I felt there is a
peace in my mind. It’s the impact created after seeing the movie NAAN last
night and personally I love the movie.
Usually I don’t like Christians and the impact they created
in my country. Cesilya also may be one among them. Even at this moment I don’t
have any justice to comment about her because I know her only before few
months. Whenever I saw her it starts with HI and ended with Bye.
I am totally free for that whole day and my instinct says go
and meet her. I invited her for Lunch. Without much hesitation she said YES. After
doing my personal works I called her. She stays in Adyar. She came with simple T-Shirt
and skirt, loosely pinned hair. She always resembles to be a school studying
girl and never to be a Working Women.
I moved along with different girls in my life time and they
everyone thought me different lessons and experiences including my Wife and
Daughter. My Soul will be always wandering in search of relationship that
comforts me. That is like when you sit in a hill top and watching the nature
which is silent, virgin and the vibration created by the nature is awesome. I
always seek relationship which is tender, loving. It happens only with few persons and I didn’t
really met a girl that kind of. My daughter is Exclusion because of her age.
Searching a restaurant in Adyar is so simple, but it took me
half an hour to decide because I really don’t want any disturbance or pollution
because of public crowd. We spoke very common things that’s happening day today
in our life for a while. What to talk when you meet a person for a first time?
Restaurant ambiance looks pretty decent and Buddha in the
entrance welcomes us.
Everything in this world revolves around money and Buddha in
the entrance resembles that. There are no followings of Buddha other than his
statue. We had some delicious food and our talks keep on growing like a plant.
Everyone knows the plant is growing by its own natural arrangement but the
growth is invisible and no one knows when the magic of growth happens.
Some instinct or belief or a kind of trust or comfort which
makes our talk grow like a plant and it’s been a quite wonderful afternoon with
Good food, Lip Licking drinks, knowing one another, Smiles from heart and we
just want to continue the day prolonging like the same and not to end with. So
without knowing the destination just drove my Car with her.
I accelerated my car in the ECR with a smooth speed of 55 to
60 KMPH.
My Car is always my good friend indeed and carried us safely
in the road without any jerks like in all alone misty roads going for a walk
holding which you someone you really love. Words dissolve in the air and silence
came between us as the language. She is looking at the road calmly, hope the
outside road and passing trees recaps her moments which she needs to remember
and cherish.
Music on the Car slowly made us more comfort on the smooth
road. Smoothness can be defined as a feeling good. It may be objected in any
forms that differs from person to person like a morning coffee, Smile of a Kid,
church choir, monsoon snacks, chatting in building upstairs, Hearing your
lovable music somewhere middle of your day today life etc.. There are lots of
things to share if we can discuss about feeling good. I always feel bad about
not having very good reading habit. Travel and Reading Books can make a person
more mature and sensible. Will try in future..????
My choices of music are very nuclear and cannot go beyond
Tamil, few Hindi songs. I tuned to different songs to show her my playlist is
very unique. Songs like “Paravayae Engu
Irukirai from Tamil MA, Aasai oru
Pullveli, vazhiparthirundhaen from Attakathi, Ullagathil miga Uyaram from NAAN are the songs which I am hearing
nu number of times.
“View Point” is a place which you can see the view of Sea
and chit chat with your dear ones. Now the place is highly commercialized and
you can see lot of love birds hiding in shadows in search of something which
they not yet experienced. It’s close to
Mahabalipuram, stopped the Car over there as I thought it will be a right
destination and I cannot go beyond after that.
She simply stunned with the visual of the place and the view
of the beach. I had a strong coffee and she refused to eat anything. She got
mesmerized by the Silence and I hope it heals her inner wounds and pain.
Nothing can give you solution nor will the feelings about the pain be postponed
from your life for a while.
She repeatedly said the place was really good. The problem
with Girls is we cannot predict what they thing and how they think? I cannot
come to a conclusion that they are stable. “Girls are always Girls”. She said
this to me, like whatever boys are good enough “Boys are Boys”!
I am sure she had good refreshment even though I am not fair
enough introduced to her. It’s like travelling with a good lovable unknown
person. We cannot conclude a person on what he been to this society. Because
values and views of this society will keep on changing every few years and the
society had a bad habit of running behind the things which they think most
popular and good for their life style. It’s an endless running for the people
here in India that is given to them as Safe sophisticated and wealthy life.
It’s a mirage, but they will never stop running because the next mirage will be
created by the Western society and as I said it’s an endless run.
We again started our back journey back to Adyar with leaving
our traces in the air and it will have it for life time. While returning I saw
happiness in her face and in my heart too. Our chit chats throughout the hours
are not much interesting for others because they are not in the magical
moments. Magical moments in our life will happen without informing us. You have
to save it in your heart repository and in days go it will convert in to
experience. You have to share it to others and it will create a vibration and
you will show them the way to “DIVINE AND BLISS”.
Dropped her in Adyar and on the return she delivered me some
sweet smiles with meaning. Shelved those memories in my heart and moved my Car
towards the road.
