A meeting that started with Questions and Ended with Answers

When I woke up that day in the morning I felt there is a peace in my mind. It’s the impact created after seeing the movie NAAN last night and personally I love the movie.

Usually I don’t like Christians and the impact they created in my country. Cesilya also may be one among them. Even at this moment I don’t have any justice to comment about her because I know her only before few months. Whenever I saw her it starts with HI and ended with Bye.

I am totally free for that whole day and my instinct says go and meet her. I invited her for Lunch. Without much hesitation she said YES. After doing my personal works I called her. She stays in Adyar. She came with simple T-Shirt and skirt, loosely pinned hair. She always resembles to be a school studying girl and never to be a Working Women.

 

I moved along with different girls in my life time and they everyone thought me different lessons and experiences including my Wife and Daughter. My Soul will be always wandering in search of relationship that comforts me. That is like when you sit in a hill top and watching the nature which is silent, virgin and the vibration created by the nature is awesome. I always seek relationship which is tender, loving.  It happens only with few persons and I didn’t really met a girl that kind of. My daughter is Exclusion because of her age.

Searching a restaurant in Adyar is so simple, but it took me half an hour to decide because I really don’t want any disturbance or pollution because of public crowd. We spoke very common things that’s happening day today in our life for a while. What to talk when you meet a person for a first time?

Restaurant ambiance looks pretty decent and Buddha in the entrance welcomes us.

Everything in this world revolves around money and Buddha in the entrance resembles that. There are no followings of Buddha other than his statue. We had some delicious food and our talks keep on growing like a plant. Everyone knows the plant is growing by its own natural arrangement but the growth is invisible and no one knows when the magic of growth happens.

Some instinct or belief or a kind of trust or comfort which makes our talk grow like a plant and it’s been a quite wonderful afternoon with Good food, Lip Licking drinks, knowing one another, Smiles from heart and we just want to continue the day prolonging like the same and not to end with. So without knowing the destination just drove my Car with her.

I accelerated my car in the ECR with a smooth speed of 55 to 60 KMPH.

My Car is always my good friend indeed and carried us safely in the road without any jerks like in all alone misty roads going for a walk holding which you someone you really love. Words dissolve in the air and silence came between us as the language. She is looking at the road calmly, hope the outside road and passing trees recaps her moments which she needs to remember and cherish.

Music on the Car slowly made us more comfort on the smooth road. Smoothness can be defined as a feeling good. It may be objected in any forms that differs from person to person like a morning coffee, Smile of a Kid, church choir, monsoon snacks, chatting in building upstairs, Hearing your lovable music somewhere middle of your day today life etc.. There are lots of things to share if we can discuss about feeling good. I always feel bad about not having very good reading habit. Travel and Reading Books can make a person more mature and sensible. Will try in future..????

My choices of music are very nuclear and cannot go beyond Tamil, few Hindi songs. I tuned to different songs to show her my playlist is very unique. Songs like “Paravayae Engu Irukirai from Tamil MA, Aasai oru Pullveli, vazhiparthirundhaen from Attakathi, Ullagathil miga Uyaram from NAAN are the songs which I am hearing nu number of times.

“View Point” is a place which you can see the view of Sea and chit chat with your dear ones. Now the place is highly commercialized and you can see lot of love birds hiding in shadows in search of something which they not yet experienced.  It’s close to Mahabalipuram, stopped the Car over there as I thought it will be a right destination and I cannot go beyond after that.

She simply stunned with the visual of the place and the view of the beach. I had a strong coffee and she refused to eat anything. She got mesmerized by the Silence and I hope it heals her inner wounds and pain. Nothing can give you solution nor will the feelings about the pain be postponed from your life for a while.

She repeatedly said the place was really good. The problem with Girls is we cannot predict what they thing and how they think? I cannot come to a conclusion that they are stable. “Girls are always Girls”. She said this to me, like whatever boys are good enough “Boys are Boys”!

I am sure she had good refreshment even though I am not fair enough introduced to her. It’s like travelling with a good lovable unknown person. We cannot conclude a person on what he been to this society. Because values and views of this society will keep on changing every few years and the society had a bad habit of running behind the things which they think most popular and good for their life style. It’s an endless running for the people here in India that is given to them as Safe sophisticated and wealthy life. It’s a mirage, but they will never stop running because the next mirage will be created by the Western society and as I said it’s an endless run.

We again started our back journey back to Adyar with leaving our traces in the air and it will have it for life time. While returning I saw happiness in her face and in my heart too. Our chit chats throughout the hours are not much interesting for others because they are not in the magical moments. Magical moments in our life will happen without informing us. You have to save it in your heart repository and in days go it will convert in to experience. You have to share it to others and it will create a vibration and you will show them the way to “DIVINE AND BLISS”.

Dropped her in Adyar and on the return she delivered me some sweet smiles with meaning. Shelved those memories in my heart and moved my Car towards the road.